Author Archive for saurabhv1

Final year Computer Science student. In luv with programming and poetries :)

The Everlasting Journey

The magic in your smile is still there,
which had hypnotised me a year ago.
Your lips has the same deep ecstasy
which had always lured me while being with you.
Here I stand, searching in your tiny little eyes
the feeling which I had longed for ages ago.
Thoughts keep rushing through the nerves of my brain
refreshing memories of the [...]

It’s not easy…

It’s not easy to just let her go,
when you want to be with her more and more.
And now here I stand in confusion,
still wondering what will be our destination.
Why I always have to wait patiently for things to change,
not even sure whether it’ll be for betterment.
Still this wonderful hope [...]

An Evening Walk

Walking down the road
on an autumn evening
with you beside me
was a soothing feeling.
As usual you were continuously speaking,
while I enjoyed just the listening.
Still something was missing,
something was lacking.
I tried to figure it out,
I saw your smile, your beautiful hair,
it was as pleasant as a celestial glare.
Everything around me was beautiful and fine
and I couldn’t understand [...]

Just the end of start

I had a dream of being with you,
not knowing it’ll never be true.
I followed my heart and drifted away,
just believing everything’s gonna be ok.
I endured the pain and told lies to her,
just hoping it’ll make her feel happier.
But nothing happened as I expected,
I could not get a [...]

My Last Hope

You have been my only divine wish,
someday it’ll get fulfilled.
I’ll too be lucky enough,
to have you with me, till enternity.
I’m sure an angel you are,
just like my guiding star.
Always caring and supporting me,
I’m thankful for this blessing bestowed on me.
But that’s not going to heal me sweetheart,
without your love, I’ll still remain a soul cleaved [...]

To The ALMIGHTY

A doubtful mind, and a gloomy heart,
desperately finding peace, no matter I’ve to go how far.
Seeking the answers was not an easy task,
until I saw You, within my sacred heart.
It’s in the secret knowledge that I FIND you,
giving all my answers and clearing all my doubts.
It’s in the innocence of a child that I SEE [...]

Incomplete without YOU..

Sometimes not ending the life becomes the hardest task,
when I sleep every night keeping her in my heart.
I wake up every morning just to realize she’s not here anymore,
not knowing when I’ll see her as before.
When I feel that the days have now changed,
it’s time to see how much strength my love has.
Still I choose [...]

WHY….

Why I always feel the sting so acute,
of the harm that’s been done to you..
Why does my heart aches,
when I remember the pains you’ve gone through..
Why does every night my eyes become wet,
as I realize I can’t change the past for you..
Why does my peace of mind goes,
when I realize you have some problem [...]

I LOVE THIS PAIN

There was a time,when everything was fit n fine
coz you were not mine.
A part of it is still true, coz even now
I’m your’s n you’re not mine.

My nights have become horrible,my dreams  changed
from walking hand in hand to your’s saying I’m not your man.
But I’m in love with this intoxicating pain,
[...]

The Unsaid..

Every night when I go to sleep,
I feel a knife into my chest being stabbed deep.
At that time my heart makes just one wish,
that it rips my body, making it a cold thing.
Starting from my chest,
slowly moving down to my belly and to my legs.
Tearing my flesh and shedding all my blood,
so that I may [...]